Juz My Luck... :(

huh..
nama post cam indah..
tp sebaliknyew yg terjadi...
sungguh aq penatt thp ekstrem ari nie...
mmg sumpah aq x nk dah lalui lagi satu hari yang mcm hari nie...
:((

ari nie klas MCP cam bese..
and guess what..>???
group presentation tunde ag...
what??!!!
hish x pe lah..
nk wat cm ne kan..
xkan nk paksa lect kesayangan klas aq tuh dgr gak kann..
so, klas was DONE for today...

abiz klas Lutfi and Feb ajak tgok ROBIN HOOD..
Oh no...!!!
aq x duet dah nie..
tp nsb bek ari nie murah RM 8 je..
(walaupun 8 hengget aq tetap mengorek dana saving aq tuhh..)

aq balik dulu masa diowg g mkan..
my purse tertinggal so aq jln kaki blik dlu..
then menapak balik g syawal...
abis diowg mkn aq blik umah semula...
huhuhuuhu..
guess what???!!!
guess sendrik lahh...
mls nk pikir...

then berangkat lah kitowg ke KLCC....
then dapat jer tiket tgok lah wyg yg dihajatkan itu..
Robin hood...
cite not bad,..
tp aq mmg mengantuk thp gaban..
tertidur skjp masa permulaan citew..
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hishh...
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ape nk wat kan...
abis wayang kitowg berangkat pulang..
diowg ke Setiawangsa/...
aq ke Masjid Jamek..

this one of my test of the day..
masuk je tren lepas KG baru...
tren stuck x leh jalan...
OMG!!!!
Dah lah tgh2 terowong tue...
sape2/operator x bg taw ape2 pown kat kitowg bout wat happenn...
cbe kowg kat tmpat aq..
this 1st time jd kat kowg..
tren tibe2 stop kat tgah2..
tanpa ape2 announcement..
rase2 ape yg berlegar2 dalam otak kowgg...
itu lah yg aq fikirkan..
tapi aq masih lagi control keadaan...
COOL ag owg ckp kan...

akhirnya sampai gak M.Jamek..
walaupun mengambil masa dan keadaan yang sungguh tidak menyelesakan..
alhamdulillah lah selamat sampai...
then aq gerak g STAR buying ticket to B.Jalil..
RM 1.90...

ari da nk gelap da time nie..
x pasti kol bpe tp dalam 6 lebih larr..
pas beli tiket and g platform..
aq tros nek tren yg da sedia sampai..
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next station..CHAN SOW LIN..
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next station..MHRAJA..
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next station..MALURI...

OMG aGain!!!!!

aq SALAH TREN!!!!!
HARRRGGHHH!!!!

stress tuh da mule terasa time niyh...
aq blank kejap...
turun kat Pandan Jaya..
mmg time nie fikiran aq x leh pikir ape2 da..
so kat stesen tu aq tunggu next tren..
sambil2 tuh aq try fikir cmne nk solve kan prob nie,..
last2 amik tren g stesen CAHAYA..
and tros amik tren ke SENTUL TIMUR-CHAN SOW LIN balik..
then bwu lah boleyh ke B.Jalil ngan jayanya...

then, pas beli and selesai ngan urusan kat sana..
balik la ke Masjid Jamek blik..
nothing happened here..
jus my energy is really goin' down right now..
I juz can feel it..

and tren Kelana jaya Line yg problemo tuh..
x abis2 agg..
nk dijadikan cite yg terbaeekk mlm tuh..
aq rasa kemuncak segala2nya lahh..
tren yg problem tu mmg menguji kesabaran..
sampai KG BARU aq steady ag..
sampai KLCC aq da rasa gelisah sgt2..
sampai DAMAI aq surrender gler..
aq x tahan kaki aq da menggigil and rasa x sedap badan gler..
nk pitam pon ader..
sblum pintu tren tutup aq kluar and duduk kat bangku kat c2..
aq tgh duduk kat c2 sampai nk terpitam 2 kali pown tren tu x jalan2 ag..
tu yg buat aq bengang tuh..
haddooii...

then aq try masok 4 the second time still can't make it...
aq kuar balik and tros turun and terduduk lah kat tangga tuh kejap..
then kuar stesen g beli roti and mineral kat kdi bwh..
bwu dpat tenaga ckitt..

AND AFTER THAT I DO SOMETHING STUPID AND REALLY DUMB DESICION THAT TIME!!!padan muka aq...
hahah...
ape yg terjadi x yah lah aq cite kan..
jus something yg aq really x taw then aq nk bwat jugakk...
hish8..
then trima lah padah nyerr...

then aq nek blik stesen DAMAI tuh..
beli tiket and balik Setiawangsa...
then balik ngan K.an...

hish such really miserable day I have today..
I really don know why...
:(
2morrow hope there's really have a great day for me..
goin back to my hometown..
miss my family damn much...
:(

p/s: really have something I learn from what happened todayy..
nk taw aper..
sebenarnye aq x mkn dr pagi..
sbb tuh la jd cm tuh...
bygkan dr pagi smapi kol 9 mlm aq x mkn..
ye lar aq nk mkn sampai umah nti..
tp tren tuh mcm x bg je aq blik...
so, sebelum wat pape u should eat first..
give the body energy...
klu x, jd cm aq ari ni..
bkn je rase nk pengsan..
tp sume bende x kene ari ni..
otak pown x leh jalan ngan btol..
hish8....

New Frens...

syok gler dapt lepak2 ngan kengkwn yg baru..
walaupun bukan kwn aku kan..
huhuhu..

actually diowg staff TGV..
frens of Syafa..
besh ar dpt lepk ngn diowg..
ada yg 18, sebaya, yang 20+ pown adew..

mengubat kebosanan di mlm hari..
yg besh pech rekod dok sana sampai siang..
from 1am until 8 am..
sampai 2 trip order...
hahah..

bes sgt2..
thnks guys..

p/s: hehe..
my 200 fren at fb..
my classmate..
rindu ko dowh..
all of u!!!

I know...but my heart can't understand it..

after I know..

I don know how to begin...
but what I know and really sure..
I'm willing to step out for a little while..
not as giving up or regret..
but juz give a chance to her that need U more than I am..

I will not be out forever..
because u are always in my heart..

although I have promise myself
but my heart was never want to leave u..
it hurt when I think what is gonna be if I leave U..
and more worse If U leave me...

why U such really hard to forget???
my heart will give 1010 reason why..
even if weget to know each other only 2 month..

juz watching U from far away make my heart wanna blow up..
it like I wanna running to u and say how much I really damn miss U..
but I know it will never happen...
:(

now I will follow the flow
if it is fate to me..
I accept it..
eventhough it was hard 4 me to do ...

sincerely from the bottom of my broken heart...
for someone I really miss..
'AF'

laman sesawang yg bersawang...

da lama x update..
nmpaknye debu dan habuk makin tebal..
huk..huk,,
cuci2..

bkan mlas ok..
juz schedule pack gler..
hari yg tiada klas di buatnye klas ganti..
dan seterusnyer..

kehidupan cm bese..
lepak ngan kengkwn..
movies..
and movies again...

aritu layan TGV baru kat Wangsa Walk..
syok habis..
layan plak Iron Man 2...
mmg gempak..
wit frens tersyg..
Lala, Olief, Butang and Syafa...

ni nk cerita plak psl klas this sem..
lect aq this sem sume nyer demand..
saja bg task yang susah2 kat kitowg..
saja katenyer..
4 preparation in the real world@industry...
ape2 jelah

selain movie and class..
aku hepy sgt..
sbb family aku dtg..
rindu gler...
diowg bwk aku g Klang sbb umh mk cik ada kenduri tahlil..\
tdo sana satu mlm..
mmg happening lah,..
dpt jumpe kwn2 bwu..
syok sgt2..

and aku teruja sgt2..
and berterima kasih kat fb..
huhu..
sbb aku dpt contct blik kwn2 lama aku..
especially sek rendah..
yg besnyer kwn2 yg x prnh bertegur time sklh
skang da mcm2 kitowg bercrita dlm fb..
siap ajak lpak ag..
hahah

mmg syok and epy ngan hidop aku niyh..
syukur sgt2 kat Allah yg permudhkan kan hidup hambanya ini..
walaupun hambanya sering gak melupakanNYA..
ISK..ISK...

ape2 pown thnks to all my frens
sbb teman kan aku dan jadi sebahagian dr hidup aku..
kowg lah satu2nyayg menceriakan hidup aku...
THKNSSS...